If there is anything I can do..

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If I am not talking
It's not that I have nothing to say

 If I dont cry anymore
Does not mean, the pain is gone

 Even if I cry
Where will it lead me to?

 If I feel alone
Does not mean no one is around

 If I choose to be quiet
May be my words better kept inside than being heard

 If I stop to pursue
Does not mean I give up

 If I seem to ignore you
I probably dont know what to do

 If I cant answer you
May be I choose not to. 
For I know I am not able to do 
anything to get me thru
If I fail to put a smile on you
The way I used to
Tell me what to do
so that 'life' will again revolve around me & you

Sunday Sept 9, 2012

OMBAK RINDU






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