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"Looking at her smiling at me" ~ mom-child natural attachment

I always want to rush home to my lil ones.. always..always.. When the first bundle of joy (Aliya) arrived, I never thought I would be that obssessed to her. Hate the long journey(mostly the traffic) home from work. was not very kin to having someone else (baby sitters or maids) take care of my little ones. It was always mom and my sisters even my grandma. Yes all my sisters has been nannies to all my children. So thankful for that. Send me work anywhere, all the kids need to go with me. So dad must come along. If not, one of my sisters would always be available. Yes.. not even a night. It was the trip to Bario that forced me to leave the kids for the first time with their dad. That was not easy. Then the umrah visit, the international conference in the UK & US. Still not easy. And felt so relieved to be home. Sometimes, my work requires me to be away. If possible. I would make a day trip to places like KB, KT, Alor Star. First flight in the morning to arrive early at the destin

seeing a doctor..a friend..

thought of leaving early to work. another important day for the office to have me around. Have got to cancel my CBT workshop I planned to go for this.. Today, ask yourself as a mom, should i just leave my daughter at home with her temperature and go. she have been complaining about her flu since the past few days. . Her watery eyes, stuffy nose and not another athma attack hopefully. Monday at the clinic as expected, so went to another clinic - my friend's clinic so that I also can pay her a visit. Check on me, Doc, might as well. Just wondering why the slight pain on my chest seems to stay with me for the past week. I need to rush to work by the way. I had to be ok. 

I need your reactions to my stories..

I really hopes those who read my entries can provide your feeback to me. It is only fair if I can hear your reactions to my writing. A line will do. This will help me decide soon whether this blog will be opened for public or kept private.  thank y 

letting Go...my City.. Welcoming new friend

the moment has come. all the time everytime this thing happens, I have these mixed reactions. I love all the cars I have had before. they have been great companion taking me anywhere I wanted regardless what mood or feeling I had at that moment..Probably had seen me, observed me with all those moods nice and not so nice mood. Today I have to accept the fact another 7448 have to go.. WMJ 7448 have to go following others BDE 7448 & WGR 7448 . The hardest part is, no replacement of 7448 this time around. It was my decision. It was my choice but deep inside, I am going to miss the number. the number I chose for my first car that made ayah and mak happy because I remembered, it was their first car BR 7448 that had special place in my heart. My childhood ride. This time, it is different. with heavy heart, I make that decision. Much harder this time. Letting go the Blue Honda City and letting go my favourite number 7448 at the same time.  All the memories will be there forever. Especia